Sunday, November 16, 2008

Go getter?

So, I am sitting here anxiously awaiting some thoughts. I have none. I can't think about anything because I am focusing all of my attention on trying to figure out what to do with my life. There are so many career choices, so many great opportunities to be had, but what to do? What is my calling? I have always considered myself to be a go getter of some sort. I mean, I love to learn and I am by no means lazy. If something needs to be done, I am usually one to do it. So, why am I still trying to figure out what I am supposed to be doing? Well, because I have no niche. That's right, no niche. I am a go getter with nothing to go get. I have no calling. I wasn't born to be. I have no drive, not a proper drive anyway. I need a niche and bad. I guess until I figure all of this out I will go get a "just for now" job. This is just another downside. Since I just do things because I do, I often appear content doing any task, and this leads to getting stuck. I don't want to go get stuck!! I am not content. I don't want to be stuck.