Saturday, November 15, 2008
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I am just here to write...write anything. I have no real concerns or matters to discuss. I just think a lot and am in serious need to dump it all somewhere. I am so bored of hearing myself speak. I can't talk to myself anymore. haha If you want to read, bare with me. Feel free to give me suggestions, ask questions etc, that might get me started on something good.
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talk about butterflies and rainbows!
I sweeeear I know you. Did we go to college or something?
I know exactly what you mean...we, Elin, are gifted with 'freak brain'...which is not a bad thing, but it means we have a headfull of words...always...and we things too deeply, and we are prone to cynicism...because we also see and hear too much: all the nuances others may block, get through...we are both blessed and cursed by it. We analyse, rationalize and try to reason out everything...and some things can't be reasoned, just felt. But, as much as we just want to allow ourselves to feel (especially the good stuff) we need to rationalize why we feel it...this is massive interference...and creates an inhospitable environment for things like love...you see, if we FEEL angry, we can understand it, because we REASON it out: my friend told me I'm stupid...I don't like to be called stupid...it is rude, uncaring, insensitive and, well, wrong,...so I am angry. BUT...when love comes...we FEEL it...and in kicks the rational brain...we feel this way because...because...because....(twitch, shudder)because...He smiled at me (NO WAY...that doesn't make any sense)...AND the most messed up thing about it all, is that we are the biggest romantics in existence! Not traditional romantics...but romantics just the same! Talk about fk'ed, eh?
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